me

Oh, to hell with your cancer.

I've been living with cancer for the better part of a year.

Right from the start, it's a death sentence.

It's what they keep telling me.

Well, guess what.

Every life comes with a death sentence.

So every few months, I come in here for my regular scan,

knowing full well that one of these times

hell, maybe even today 

I'm going to hear some bad news.

But until then, who's in charge? Me.

That's how I live my life.

- breaking bad, episode 8, season 4 -

that's the real enemy

I have spent my whole life scared.

frightened of things that could happen,

might happen, might not happen.

fifty years I spend like that.

finding myself awake at three in the morning.

but you know what?

ever since my diagnosis,

I sleep just fine.

and I came to realize

it's that fear that's the worst of it.

that's the real enemy.

- breaking bad, season 2, episode 8 -